Confessions … of a Bride to Be

Romantic Renaissance… I finally figured out my wedding theme this whole time I was planning for the BIG day and not once came up with a theme until another bride asked me what it was and then it hit me.
Only 22 days left, things are starting to get a little blurry. I guess throughout all this commotion I didn’t take time to gather my own thoughts about marriage and the ever after. It was recently that it hit me “I am getting married” CRAP…
Writing my vows brought back many great memories, I found myself reminiscing … Listening to the fiancé it made me question my TRUE feelings on the matter, he is so sure of himself and how this all will work out and of our FUTURE… I guess it’s kind of intimidating. The only thing that I am sure of is that I love him and that I couldn’t see myself without him and that I would love to walk this crazy life everyday with him by my side.
However, I have my own doubts as to my contribution to this marriage. I worry about able to live up to everything that he expects of me, will I ever let him down, and will he wake up one morning and question what he got himself into. Will he love me ten years from now? I guess those are the TRUE questions in my heart.
With the countdown coming to an end and moving into our new place and all the excitement I try to stay grounded and capture those moments that make all this worthwhile and every step of the way I am reassured of why I love him and want to spend the rest of my with him, he reassures me without even knowing it.
I love him and that is all that matters to him and is enough, I believe that can conquer all and that is all that matters and is enough.
I have been blessed with a great man and I am a better woman because of him